THE QUEEN OF CHAOS

Hello there!!! I'm Antares, aka Peridot!!! Welcome to my carrd, the biggest archive of information about me there is! This place is updated regularly so feel free to check back every so often!! I thank u for stopping by teeheePress the buttons below to start your adventure! Some pages consist of multiple tabs, so do be aware of that before you proceed onwards.If you are looking for my ToS carrd, click here!

IDENTITY

I have a very intricate identity, of which I am (somewhat) proud of!! It changes all the time, so expect frequent updates and changes on this page :3THE BASICSNames
Antares, Peridot (main aliases)
Juno, Winder, Inertia, Rain, BlivPronouns
She/they/it/fae
I also use xe/vi/star occasionally but PLEASE ask before using theseGender identity
GirlthingSexuality
Greyromantic, biromantic, asexualAesthetics
Scenemo, spacecore, cutecore

HEALTH

I am a sufferer of many curses... Aka health problems. My body is an absolute dumpster fire, so please keep everything on this page in mind when interacting!!!NOTE: A good chunk of these disorders are self-diagnosed (with tons of research done, ofc). If you are anti (INFORMED) self-diagnosis please get outMENTAL CONDITIONS
- Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)
- Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD)
- Sensory Processing Disorder (SPD)
- Auditory Processing Disorder (APD)
- Generalised Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
- Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD)POTENTIALLY questioning more. Am unsure. Will update with new info when I get it or figure it outIf you genuinely believe I am a bad person by default due to my ASPD genuinely gtfo I do not want to be around gross people like you.PHYSICAL CONDITIONS
- FibromyalgiaMy head, wrists and knees are the most affected areas. Responses may be delayed depending on my condition.TRIGGERS & ICKSAnything on this list please bring up in moderation.- Real images of needles going into skin
- Real images of parasites on/in bodies
- Hyperrealistic images of broken/damaged teeth, nails and/or eyes. I'm okay with these things being missing, just not damaged whilst still attached
- Sex-related stuff
- Anything related to going to the bathroom/excrement (NONE of my ocs do that stuff. Minus like the regular ass Humans)
- Depictions, images or videos of anyone being crushed (+ trash compactors)
- Images/videos of gems being shattered
- Any talk or mention of housecats being hurt. I am felinehearted and it genuinely upsets me

ALTERHUMANITY

I am a proud alterhuman!!! These identities are a huge part of my identity and also affect me in my day-to-day life. Please get out if you are anti any of these labels.OTHERKIN
Alien-dragon
Wyvern
Drake
Sea serpentFICTIONKIN
(kins are listed from highest to lowest)
Peridot from Steven Universe
Mean Steve/Key from DHMIS
Octavia from Helluva Boss
Neko Zombie from Gregory Horror Show
Seze from AvatarALL DOUBLES PLEASE DNI, especially other Peridots (as she is my main fictotype). I suffer from very extreme dysphoria and doubles tend to make me spiral.OTHERHEARTED
Deer
Golden Eagle
Housecat
Snake
LynxFICTIONHEARTED
Four from BFDI/BFB/TPOT
Judgement Boy from Gregory Horror Show
Angel Dog from Gregory Horror ShowIf u fictkin any of these characters you are okay to interact as long as ur comfortable to!!!COPINGLINK
Helly from Robocar PoliFICTIONFLICKER
Yarnaby from Poppy PlaytimeFictionkins of these characters are also allowed to interact as long as they're okay with it!!

INTERESTS

I have a VERY wide array of interests!! My attachment to these come and go, so I will always do my best to update this as it changes!!KEY
Bold = Strong interest
Normal = Regular interest
Italic = Mild interestHYPERFIXATIONS
- Steven Universe
- Gregory Horror Show
- Poppy PlaytimeTV SHOWS
- Gregory Horror Show
- Steven Universe
- Hazbin Hotel (do not support the artist)
- Helluva Boss (same as above)
- Don't Hug Me I'm Scared
- Gravity Falls
- Centaurworld
- Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts
- A Series of Unfortunate Events
- Robocar Poli
- Robot and Monster
- Invader Zim
- Satellite City
- Pokemon (the XYZ anime is my fav :3)
- The Dragon Prince
- The Simpsons
- Adventure Time
- ArcaneMOVIES
- Steven Universe movie
- The Hunger Games
- Final Destination
- Avatar
- Tron
- Bambi
- Cars + Planes
- School of Rock
- Electric Dreams
- Inside OutGAMES
- Poppy Playtime
- Gregory Horror Show
- Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion
- Cult of the Lamb
- The Cruel King and the Great Hero
- Bloodmoney!
- Spore
- Danganronpa
- The Sims
- Shelter 2
- Planet Coaster
- Billie Bust Up
- Pokemon
- Purrfect Apawcalypse
- Error: Save File Is Abandoned
- FNaF: Security BreachBOOKS
- The August Few
- Wings of Fire
- The Fallen Gods Trilogy
- Age of Fire
- A Series of Unfortunate EventsANIME
- Gregory Horror Show
- Yona of the Dawn
- Kamisama Kiss
- The Apothecary Diaries
- Pokemon
- Toilet-Bound Hanako-Kun
- DanganronpaANALOGUE HORROR
- The Smile Tapes
- Angel Hare
- Liminal LandMUSIC
- Chonny Jash
- Will Wood
- Miracle Musical
- Tally Hall
- YUNGBLUD
- Waterparks
- Taylor Swift
- AJR
- Owl City
- Bill Wurtz
- Jack Stauber
- Bastille
- Panic! At the Disco
- Sodikken
- The Smiths
- Alec Benjamin
- Mother Mother
- Ghost and Pals
- Melanie Martinez (I do not support her)
- Static-P
- Cavetown
- Conan Gray
- The Living Tombstone
- Penelope Scott
- Yaelokre
- LAPFOX TRAX/Halley Labs
- Futret
- Radiohead
- Madilyn Mei
- Plus-Tech Squeeze BoxMUSICALS
- Hamilton
- School of Rock
- Book of Mormon
- Jesus Christ SuperstarYOUTUBERS
- LaurenZside
- LDshadowlady
- MrBallen
- Idksterling
- Flamingo/Albert
- Clawed_beauty101
- CallMeKevin
- Jack Pop
- GrayStillPlays
- Digitaldan
- Matt RoseWEBCOMICS
- Sparklecare Hospital (I do not support the creator at all)MISCELLANEOUS
- Rollercoasters
- Astrophysics
- Dragons, reptiles, avians
- Science (physics, biology, chemistry, astronomy)
- Archery
- Helicopters, Planes, other flying vehicles (but especially Helicopters)
- Power stations (especially nuclear ones)
- Worldbuilding
- Writing
- Reading
- Stargazing
- Drawing
- Roleplaying
- Bones/Skulls
- Nuclear radiation
- Alternative aesthetics
- Deadly diseases (like rabies), idk they're just rlly intriguing to me
- Urban exploration

SOCIAL MEDIA

I have lots of socials, some of which are much more active than others. If you're interested in finding me on another site, click one of the links below!!PRONOUNS.PAGE: RadiantzRain
ROBLOX: RadiantzRain
TOYHOUSE: Windermere
ARTFIGHT: RadiantzRain
UNVALE: RadiantzRain
CHARACTERHUB: RadiantzRain
FLIGHT RISING: Flufferb
PIXILART: Toxictarrie
DRAGCAVE: Flufferb
WATTPAD: Toxictarrie
PIXEL CAT'S END: RadiantzRain
SPOTIFY: Antares
SANTAE: Windermere
AO3: RadiantzRain
SPACEHEY: Windermere (cannot access atm)
FANDOM: Flufferb
QUOTEV: Serenitystar
PINTEREST: RadiantzRain
INSTAGRAM: Toxictarrie (barely active)
NOTEBOOK.AI: RadiantzRadio (inactive)
SKETCHERS UNITED: RadiantzRain (inactive)
DEVIANTART: Flufferb (inactive)
SIDE7: RadiantzRain (inactive)
SCRATCH: Flufferb (inactive)
REFSHEET: RadiantzRain (inactive)

INTERACTION

This page is a guide on interacting with me, I suppose. I am a very temperamental person, mainly due to my mental illnesses, and thus I must say PLEASE INTERACT WITH CARE if you wish to talk to me, especially if you happen to want to associate yourself with me long-term.I struggle immensely with connecting with others and thus am very wary of using the term friend for others, especially those I don't know very well. HOWEVER, I am always open to making new mutuals, please just ask! I do have a criteria for being my mutual though:MUTUAL CRITERIA
In order to be moots with me, you must:
- Be relatively active on what site we are mutuals on
- We must share at least 3 interests
- NOT be a friend or follower of fernthefool on Toyhouse (personal reasons)If you fit all of these, and don't fit my DNI list, feel free to ask to be moots!!! I'll likely say yes!!!I also block liberally, more or less depending on the site. I usually do it to protect myself and/or you, so please don't take it too personally. I don't block very often though.Anyways, if you wish to interact with me, proceed onwards. Despite my mental illnesses I do truly try my best to be a nice and likeable person, and I will not blame anything bad I do on my conditions. If I snap at you or act aggressive/aloof in our conversations, I apologise in advance.

BEFORE YOU INTERACT

I apologise for the length of this page, but I implore you read it as this information is relatively important.- I am an impulsive and hyperverbal person! Because of this, I can often say and act without thinking and do stupid shit. If I make you uncomfortable, please say so!!!
- I love to yap, feel free to shut me up if it gets too much
- I struggle with a lot of paranoia and anxiety, which can cause me to randomly start acting distant or aloof, or randomly disappearing from conversations. Don't worry, I'll be back. I also have a low social battery, which can also cause me to act like this
- Due to my ASPD I don't fare very well in emotional situations and thus I'd recommend not venting to me unless I state you can. I'm not good at comforting others. I also have my own issues and others dumping their problems on me w/out warning can cause me a lot of distress
- I get angry very easily and I get pissed off at very little things. I complain a LOT so feel free to tell me if it gets too much. I also may snap if someone triggers me too much but I try not to do this
- I abbreviate a lot due to my fibromyalgia. My wrists are often one of the most impacted areas, so I tend to shorten words to minimise pain
- I have a few typing quirks, mainly being that of using multiple commas/fullstops to portray pauses (like,,, this), including spaces before exclamation marks (like this !!!), as well as using emoticons, emojis, abbreviations, as well as other 'silly' connotations in my speech. If you want me to stop I can, but it's pretty ingrained in my brain so it'll be hard to
- I swear a lot and don't self-censor. I typically swear a lot when I'm mad but I do it regularly too. I can also stop if needed but again, may slip up
- I am a vegetarian and an atheist. I am okay with meat eaters and religious ppl as long as you don't force your ways upon me, I'm not interested.
- I'm very forgetful!!! Reminders for stuff is very appreciated :3

MY BOUNDARIES

I suffer from pretty extreme paranoia, anxiety and also aggression. I set a lot of boundaries for my own comfort, so please follow them if you intend on interacting with me - it's the best for both of us, trust me.DO NOT INTERACT
- Homophobes, zoophiles, pedophiles, racists, ableists, xenophobes, ageist people, zionists, anti-alterhuman, anti-furry, etc
- Pro-lifers
- Darkshippers
- Trump supporters
- Fictionkin doubles. I'm not trying to gatekeep my fictotypes at all, your identity as a fictionkin is completely valid, I just suffer from a LOT of dysphoria around my fictionkinity so I'd prefer to keep my distance from doubles. At the very least, don't make it obvious around me.
- Friends of fernthefool (+ other aliases) on toyhouse (and other sites). It's for personal reasons, don't mention this person around me or associate them with me
- Pro-AI "art". AI is theft, support Human artists.
- If you are sensitive to any of the content written on my warnings. This should be common sense really-
- If you genuinely believe that fictionkins are not real, cannot have memories, are delusional, etc. As a proud fictionkin, if you even look at me with those beliefs you're getting a metal pole to the neck
- Peridot from SU selfshippers/yumeshippers. As a Peri fictkin, I don't feel comfortable with it at all. I'm okay with it if you ship with her platonically or like, in a familial way (I guess) but if you ship with her romantically I'd rather not interact with you. This also kinda goes for my other fictotypes too but especially Peri cuz she's my main one/highest kin
- If you genuinely believe that if some1 have a certain mental disorder (such as BPD, NPD, ASPD, Schizoprenia, etc) it automatically makes them a bad person. As some1 with ASPD, I am sick of negative stereotypes and hate. Not all of us are awful people.THIN ICE
- Followers of fernthefool (+aliases) on Toyhouse (and other sites)DO INTERACT!
- Other SU/DHMIS/HB/GHS/Avatar fictkins (or fictives)!!! ESPECIALLY Steven Universe ones!! I need my past life friends back
- If you share more than 3 interests with me
- Other scene/emo ppl, other alterhumans, other furries
- Chonny Jash listeners!!!
- Gregory Horror Show and Steven Universe fans, COME HERE NOWWWWGENERAL BOUNDARIESPlease do NOT:
- Take heavy inspo off of my stories/ocs
- Ship our ocs together without consent
- Sexualise me or my ocs
- Call me pet names such as pookie, honey, baby, kitten, etc
- Reupload my art or stories (UNLESS it was made for you, then you can do this with credit)
- Use my art as a pfp (again, unless it was made 4 u)
- Ask to be friends if we've barely talked
- Simp for me if I happen to be a fictkin of a character u simp for. I'm a person too y'know
- Ask for real life pictures of me, my area, or anything else personal
- Voicecalls or facetimes (only if I know u irl)Please ASK:
- Becoming mutuals (see the criteria first)
- Linking our ocs together
- Drawing/writing our ocs together
- Matching pfps (only with friends please)
- Venting to meI'm OKAY with:
- Being called/treated as my fictotypes (I will be so freaking happy if u treat me as Peridot but u don't need to)
- Being called nicknames such as dude, bro, pal, as well as variations of the names I use
- You making fan content for my ocs and stories!!! I LOVE fan stuff!!!
- Uploading art YOU MADE of my characters to your socials (as long as u credit me as the character's owner)
- Taking SLIGHT inspiration off of my stories/ocs
- Colour-picking my characters, just don't straight up copy their designs tho pls